YAYAY!!! FINALLY it's over!!
wahahahah! h3's over!!
lol..
but i think i'll miss the lecturer and some of the clsmates there..
aiya!
should've exchanged hp numbers.. sian forgot..

went out with mar and lynn today to bugis while ttj rot away in co.
(adeline was playing bridge so she's not counted as rotting)
when we cross the rd to bugis st, it started raining heavily v suddenly la..
walk ard until i felt quite sleepy haha.
then when we walk back from dno where to the bugis main shopping centre, i see this girl carrying balloons and i was staring at her like I WANT THOSE BALLOONS.
but when she asked me, i din take cos i thought it's quite diff to throw it away cos i she bu de..
then this other girl came over and gave us coupon voucher for DONUTS.
lol tt one i immediately kop :P
so did mar and lynn! hahah i din even realise tt the balloons were for donuts until i see the coupon.
we bought one each, lynn bought almond-flavoured, mar bought tiramisu, and i bought CHOC.
we all i ate till my fingers were full of choc..
the donut is like choc cream coated with choc filling..
and when i bite, the filling spills and you get the picture.. -.-
ended up dripping on the floor too.. how unglam ):
then went for dinner and lynn and mar went off for band concert.
ttj abandoned me and went raffles place with them -.-
ingrate..

ok this whole post is getting kind of boring.. even i'm bored.. shall go search for more blogskins!
and co concert this sun!!
LOL
adeline wants SUNflower and her co concert is on SUNday. ok no link.
i'm thinking of buying a bouquet.. but gta share of cos, with sisters of cos!
hahah
force them to share! MUAHAHAHAHHA!
i'm broke T.T *sniff sniff*

had been studying for the past few days.. i think i burned my brain liao..
but if i stop, i'll forget everything,
tt's how i work, i noe.
can't stop now.. zz

those 4 lil words can be quite hurtful..
i dun like it when pple use tt word,
jokingly is ok, but if you seriously meant it, it's hurting..
and i really wasn't pissed, not sure if you're..
sry if i've said anything tt's equally hurtful..
frens?

everyone else who doesn't understand, dao me,
my brain just got burned from studying H3..
and contacts just blur my vision.. T.T no link..

okk.. mar just knew abt that thing.
she wasn't angry or anything, much to our relief.
so now, our part in it is over (actly, it was over a long time ago..)
and it's the start for them :)
all the best to mar!
we're behind you all the way!

went optics ytd, got my eyes checked.
din really differ much but still i got new lenses, gonna collect it on tues :)
tried contacts ytd and today, putting it in is quite easy,
but taking out is the hard part..
esp for my right eye, it blinked ALOT when i tried taking out..
since i can only wear it for progressively longer period of time,
and today is the 2nd day, i'm half blind right now..

studied for h3 test today, progress was quite gd :)
finished more than 1/3 of wad i need to study
just hope tt the following days i'll be as productive!

lol hols just started and i'm studying away.. how sad is tt?
and this post is v v incoherent cos i'm kind of tired right now..
ytd tt optician commented tt my eyes are tired
i totally agree..
like how the dark circles are getting bigger and darker..
and how my eyes totally went bloodshot when i first tried the contacts..
i cried ytd.
from trying on the contacts.. -.-

i realise i can be quite childish :/
it shows in all my gp essays, like i have no depth in my thinking..
then tt day mar told me tt tt guy is mature in his thinking
and i thought abt myself, how shallow i am, i dun even think abt my future..
but the world out there sort of scares me..
all the competition and having to find and build your own career out of nth..
wad if i dun like my job after studying so so much for it?
wouldn't tt be a waste of time?
tt stressed me up cos i have to noe wad i want really really soon..
and to get a scholarship, i not only need to have gd oratorical skills, but also a passion for wadever the scholarship is for, esp when there's a bond to it.
))):
in short, i'm not prepared for my future, time is moving way too fast for me.

confused, scared, worried

photos as promised! (((:

bdae celebs for zhiyi and kahwee!





comp/ camwhore day!


ojang girl teamS 1!! including a scary face + a monkey! XD


ojang girls teamS 2!!


imba golden pair!


celest! our BEST coach!!


presenting, HCTKD comp pple! ((:


ojang girls team with celest!


yo!


monkey-ness SPREADS!!! looks more like a volcano eruption though..


brown + green + blue = black!!


<33 HCTKD!

WE <3 pain, WE live to train! XD

yayee! thanks to all those who sent me good luck wishes today for comp!!
((:

comp was at bedok sports hall, i reached there in like 30 min when i timed an hr for it.. -.-
hahah was complaining to adeline how early i was..
overall, the comp was not bad, though i felt that last yr, the jnr girls aka jieying and gang were much stronger.
the guys' standards are ard the same as our batch's.
we've got 3 golds, dno how many silvers and dno how many bronzes!!
all 3 gold are from snr teams!
indiv maroon - nicole,
indiv blue - junjie and
mixed pair maroon - chris and ivan!
congrats congrats!!
for my team, we got silver, missing the gold by only 0.1
by right, we should feel quite sad and a lil disappointed,
but, like wad mar said, it's our silver, we did it TOGETHER
and tt's wad matters.
no matter wad others say, at the end of the day, we noe that doing our best is the most impt thing, and not the end result.
we went quite crazy after we've finished our pattern.
all of us were like zoning out cos the judges took quite long to display the scores
and when they finally compute it, we immediately bowed and went off the mats.
at that time, we caught a glimpse of our final mark of 7.000 and i think all of us were very very shocked O.O
and the silver still felt quite surreal like it's a dream.. hahah
congrats mar and lynn!!
shall post pics up soon after getting from meiying!

ttj and val came to see us do our pattern!
ttj commented tt we shouted very loudly at the end and tt lynn even took a huge breath b4 'ers'-ing!!! LOL!!!
according to her, lynn face was totally distorted at the last step XP!!
hhaha!

after the comp, we left for bedok central, choosing to walk instead of taking a bus.
i think it's a better choice cos we'd have stinked up the entire bus after sweating for the whole day.. hahaha
ate dinner at this HUGE kfc!
it's imba big can! lol..
had much fun at dinner, joked ard a little with huangrong and gang and the jnrs and laughed alot!
it was great fun!
we totally re-arranged all the tables and chairs at that corner of the kfc LOL!

just now was quite high, but now the exhaustion is starting to set in and my throat is starting to feel very sore cos of all the cheering..
shall rest and catch up with sch wk tml!

mood: great sense of achievement, relieved
(((:

sian today had showcase and i totally screwed it up,
do wrong moves for o jang, have no power, no impact, not impressive and most imptly, i'm like way slower than lynn and mar..
esp for the side kicks.. i think we really really need solid training for like an hour or 2 before the actual comp cos i really need time to warm up and not only do some stretching..
and bedok is DAMN far away.. gna die on mon again.. of exhaustion.. SIAN!!
look on the bright side: it's all gna be over this weekend!
monday most prob going out with val and the rest! (((:

today went for SHAKE MAD dance night!
wah mar and i went at ard 6.40 lidat and alr got pple queuing up to go in alr..
heng i see adeline in front who kindly let me cut her queue!
THANKS A WHOLE BUNCH ADELINE!!!
*muackxx muackxx!*
(i shall let you off for ganging up with cheryl to attack vulnerable me..)
val came late! tsk tsk! later than ttj!! MUAHahahahah i'm trying to spark off another argument btw the 2 of them!

the dances are all damn cool!!!
the first one i din really look at the dance, but rather, the pple dancing.
haha spotted familiar-looking pple and gossiped with mar for quite awhile! hahah LOL
then there's the chinese dances.
WAH kitty totally caught my attention throughout all her dances!!
she's so graceful and she dances so well! my future daughter shall aspire to be like her! X)
lol and saw this cute J1 guy dancing hiphop i think..
and mar thinks tt he looks like tt campus superstar contestant, yu yang..
who is OMG er.. -.-
i immediately disagreed lol..

the J2 hiphop routine is damn cool!
i think One Missed Call and PotLuck are the best dances of the night!
or at least the ones tt i enjoyed the most.
One Missed Call started with HP music! which jiada complained abt and which i'm going to change soon.. haha
i'm not too sure which dance it is, but jiada made an act-cute face onstage during the dance and even transformed into an Indian for awhile LOL!
he seemed quite proud of it when adeline and i pointed it out..
PotLuck is not bad too cos can get to see like BBoy-ers dancing with modern girls using modern moves and stuff.. quite unusual for them to go so 'gentle' hahah!
Newton's Fourth Law oso quite good cos it's coordinated!
i think the part where jiada did his mills was quite imba..
he turned like 3-4 rounds la!
and i thought he could only do 2!
O.o can tell he really put lots of effort into his dance to make it a success.

lol i gave jiada honey stars cereal and a blue star with a card after SHAKE
cos he's the STAR of the night! LOL
i thought it was quite ingenious XP

ok tml no training but i'll be training at home to perfect my side kicks..
shall not do too much or i may just strain myself and cost the others their chance to win..
btw, heard from lynn tt blue belt has no semis, only finals.
this is bad cos i usually performed better during the 2nd round cos first round is just like some warm-up session to let me get used to the setting..
but now dun have tt chance anymore, MUST get sth tt's better than 6th!
hopefully not last can liao.. :P
and we're the first group for the blue belts.. HWAchong wad.. SIAN!!
hahaha

had fun today, shall change my blogskin ltr, going to bathe now
so tt i'll be xiang xiang! :))

wah.. it's been a long time since i last came online/blogged..
lots of stuff happened,
H3 lessons finally ended last thurs!
finished and handed in my lab report!
stayed up late for 3 nights in a row!! today shall be the fourth day! hahaha
had showcase on wed, lynn screwed up ojang, i screwed up yukjang.. SIAN!
going to have ANOTHER showcase ltr at esplanade..
hopefully no one we noe will go there today.. O.o
had chem SPA just now, it was quite easy.
walao abit i need physics SPA's marks more than chem SPA and i think i'll do WAY better for chem.. like duh ahahha
):

i'm gonna change my blogskin soon, i found 2 skins last week but i forgot how they look like alr,
shall change it when i get back tonight! if i come online haha..

comp is in 8 days' time!! GG
i feel so screwed for it.. last yr was like, aiya easy to get the pattern memorised and executed quite nicely, but this yr, i just feel damn unprepared..
sian like all the stuff we did, all our training did not really pay off..
except for tt last training!
we coordinated timing again with the pauses and even got lynn to be FLEXIBLE with her b*** LOL hahah
i think i put the *** is even more obscene-sounding than the actual word..
LOL
i shall leave it as tt XD

tml going for choir concert! and family outing!
and tml's mother's day!!
i'm going out to buy prez ltr..
family outing = FOOD!!! WAHAHAH i'm mum is making this agar agar thing and my bro's making his famous dessert!! i can't wait to eat!
and btw, mar, you're not fat la..
tt day i was unusually light cos i went to run threadmill with ttj wad.. LOL
I should be the one to cut down on eating crap
i just ate a whole packet of peanuts ytd BEFORE going to slp..
and i'm going to eat alot tml again!
you can't be piggier than me! :/
ahhaahha!

choir concert will be like finally a chance to catch up with frens without the comp looming over our heads and to relax after stressing so much over the report (:
and chem SPA too LOL.

die feel like eating again.. shall go munch munch! XP